Years of Autistic Creativity by Joseph D. Smith - HTML preview

Looking-Out, Inside by Joseph D. Smith

This dream isn't real,

It's become the day

and night, in my life.

It's taken me, to Heaven,

and back!

Don't look away anymore,

I don't take this pain anymore,

Don't look out, rather inside,

I can't deny, what's inside.

I've gone back home,

But, yet I'm still right here!

I'm not gone, so don't go away.

(Don't go away)

They've brought me back inside.

(Back inside)

I love my life, no more pain,

It's all, gone away.

(The angels inside)

The love I feel, is now real,

For the life, I've always wondered,

It's all become what I feel.

(What I feel)

What's so real;

(So real)

Don't look away anymore,

I don't take this pain anymore,

Don't look out, rather inside,

I can't deny, what's inside.

I've gone back home,

But yet I'm still right here!

I'm not gone, so don't go away.

(Don't go away)

They've brought me back inside.

(Back inside)

I love my life, no more pain,

It's all, gone away.

I'm more alive, happy with my life,

Don't pity me, anymore,

It's not the way I want, to feel!

I'm glad you see,

I'm what I've meant to be.

(So real...)

That's how I feel.